Crashing California

My freelance is kicking into high gear again, and once again, I am amazed that I can continue to work full time and keep up appearances on the other front. But I am truly blessed, and even in these busy times, it's then that I feel it in my heart. Our show @ Dreamstreet went very well, some pics (courtesy Kristin, John's beautiful girl) are attached to this post. It was def. the most fun I've had on stage to date, but we did get a Live recording from the club and listening back to it, there are things to improve upon (If I'm being hard and professional with myself) Overall, a very good time. We ventured out house hunting again with our "Realtor Joe" (that' what he has on his license plate). He's a younger guy (for a realtor, our age) but pretty sharp and literally emails or calls us almost every day with properties to consider or drive to to look at. We're begining to get a really good idea of what we like and don't like, but nothing really has...

Sometimes God kicks you in the butt. And it's always a good thing! I've had one of those weeks (the beginning of mine anyways) where I was super self-pity mode ... and I guess now that I think of it, my last blog was pretty self-pity-ish. Jay got "slightly miffed" with my whole "not wanting to be old and barren" statement, and to my defense, it was NOT referring to having children, though I would love to one day soon, but more to my life, not being what I perceive as "amounting to nothing". In the middle of this week I was referred to a website/sermon of sorts, which completely altered my preception of my life as I know it, or rather, it was God, kicking me in the butt. I don't know about you, but one of the chief things in a Christians life is to imitate Christ. To try the absolute best we can to be like Him, because He was the one true God, in physical, on this earth. But I myself get so wrapped up in trying to "seek" the will of G...

oh, how far we can come in half a month! I was thinking after a while to try to leave myself a whole 15 days since my last post, but I figured that wouldn't be too nice ... so here I am =) Been doing ofcourse, a TON since last blog, we had a rock show at the Radio Room in San Diego last week. Was a small turn out but the vibe was good ... for those who don't know, we try to jam every week, so we met this last Tues. and played and our drummer, again, is being a strain. On one note I'm kind of heartbroken because I feel like I'm pouring so much of myself, not to mention effort into trying to get our band off the ground. Sometimes I don't even know why I'm doing it anymore, except that we have these songs ... oh, these songs... I think they're special. Maybe I'm biased? I feel like I don't know anymore. But my heart continues to beat on ... so, so do I. I've got house hunting going on, friends having babies, work up my arse ... I feel like time some...