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I had this thought this morning when Jay and I were driving to work. I feel like an island. an Island of a women ... floating in the vast ocean of life, my water is calm, kind of murky, it's slightly overcast -- and through the breezes of this world I hear my friends crying. My friends hurting, dreaming, getting angry, upset, plodding through life, trying. and I float, unable to gain any direction towards them by wind or rope, I offer up prayers that seem so insignificant, so small, they breathe out, and get caught on a breeze and drift away from me, as I watch them, wanting them to find their rest, in the hearts of their hearers ... but I feel like the only one who can hear them is me What can I do and what is left -- I keep floating, knowing at least He hears, hoping that he can transfer what I can't, into movement, momentum and release.

So this is Christmas!

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(Photo from my JC Christmas Party last Saturday -- they had a photo booth set up with props -- was pretty fun) I am right now as I type, filling my face with Minestrone soup from the cafeteria downstairs and thinking of how warm my insides feel. It's been a good and busy week for me. My supervisor is now officially coming back for the 22nd, which is a comfort to me, since I am tired of doing everything here at JC's CS for the last 3 weeks, it's been good, and if one thing, at least is shown me, to myself that I can hold my own, but i am indeed only one person -- I need my supervisor here, and I am SO GLAD that the hectic pace is almost over. It's been an absolute juggling act between JC work, freelance work, home time, visiting and music stuff. Though "the band" is taking a wee Christmas Break, with some good thinking and praying and deciding where we want to go next year (and with *whom* we're going to go there with). I am playing piano more, and want to ...