Dont' Feel Guilty!
Calavera Lake at Sunrise I am enjoying my time. Or at least, I'm trying to. One thing that I want to make sure to do, everyday before I'm gone, is to really enjoy my life. I don't have to have a big house, or fancy cars, or fancy stuff, but I want the quality of my life to matter. I want to be so filled with joy, with the Spirit, with life, that it spills out of me without even trying. Some mornings I wake up and finally get my butt out the door to run, and I don't rush myself to finish. I have a feeling of entitlement I guess ... maybe it's wrong, and you could say I am selfish ... but with my time, I am. I spend 8-9 hours (on a good day) in front of the computer screen, with fluorescent lights above my head. Staring into the LED box from which I make my living by turning my ideas into a picture on screen. One can begin to feel a bit like a drone, day after day. Same place, same time. Five days in a row. Sitting and staring. Sitting an...