A Sneak Peak of Memoriam

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So, I just wanted to share a quick video (so you don't think all my blog posts are doom and gloom, lol) this is the song that I wrote at DIVE in January ... I played it at church on Sunday ( for Father's Day, but I have to admit, I was sooooo nervous, cause Jay made me play electric guitar and I suck poo at it, i mean, in general, I'm amateur at best on guitar ...  plus at one point my leg started shaking and wouldn't stop and I was SURE that everyone could see)
I guess, needless to say, my dad has been on my mind lately, but I wanted to share the musical (and literal) memoriam of my experience =) ... this is super-douper rough, but will one day soon be recorded for reals by Jay and hopefully expanded into what will soon be a personal project -- I'm starting to pray about it and already God is moving ... so let Him create the space needed and let Him be magnified!

Till Next Blog ~ Love, a.

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Anonymous said…
You have such a beautiful voice <3
6/19/2013 10:31 AM
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